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well it concerns my future i have faith that it will happen but at the same time how can i trust what you say.To believe you or not i dont know.i cant decide.i really dont know what to do =x haish one wrong move will cost me alot.if i believe you what if it never happen.if i choose not to believe you what if what you say is true.so vexing..
today wake up damn early then daddy fetch me to bishan interchange and only shermaine and jacin come.subsequently zhewen adn Azhar came.the ride was damn long x.x when we reach and azhar tried to walk out of his seat,he stand up without realizing his head will bump into the aircon and we all laughed at him.HAHA!we did warm up first before waiting for mr siva to come.we got time trial sia.we run the route for next year national cross country so that we will be familiar with it.i was running with Jacin,whye Hin and Adrian.they damn what purposely go block me and jacin dont let us pass them.-.- i was really very tired but after staying on flat ground for quite a while the pain is gone and i got the energy to speed up and to sustain but i open up too fast and jacin over take me.Jaicn thank me for forcing her to run.lols.after all the talking mr siva talk to us about next year nationals.he want our individual position to be top 10.but i was only position 38 out of 245 runners and Jacin was position 52.can we make it even to top 30?i doubt so.it is possible for shahizam and kangwei but for us it is a little too realistic.i want to focus more on track events but we seems to be doing on long distance more.it is probably because most of us are long distance runners.i prefer middle distance.I purposely skip all the three time trail selection for relay team and i am still chosen and i'm the 4th runner somemore.4th runner has to be very fast can jacin replace me?x.x next year will be very stress and we might be training with coach tan.i wonder if i can cope ._.
so many things has happen.i deleted tagged and zoosk.cos my parents found out.well long story but i promise i will concentrate on studies and track and relationships later.luckily my parents forgive me for all that i done but i am afraid to face my dad.it's like i owe him ._. hais
i haven sleep yet ._. usually i sleep at 12+ but not today i dont know why.my eyes were heavy i went to the toilet and my panda eyes are huge !!!x.x recently i dont know why but many people broke up with their stead on 12/11/2010 o.o why.that girl and that hongster finally break up and they lasted for 1 year plus.she still post on her blog and said that he was a nice guy.cough cough i doubt so -__- sian friday got training at 8 at macritchie.how am i going to wake up.i wish i can pon but i cant /:
All the things you said were nothing but lies.yet i choose to believe your lies.i have been a fool all the time.if it will come to this end why make me like you ? why? i feel so broken do you know?well i dont think you know because you're not the one.i feeling so wretched now.Thanks for all that you did.fuck you
Today i late because of my mum again.Siva nv scold wo but scolded the other two guys.i was shocked that he never scold me.he should scold me lor.like that people sure say he biased and they will unhappy with me de ... the training was very intensive and my stomach hurts badly after the sprint and now my stomach still hurts ): but i did not stop.i cannot go out with victor :/ haiz